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[nullificates]

not only of bloodshed do you run a mafia. but usually, no. you don't have much of a choice.

either way. it's certainly his jacket, i don't know what it's doing here.

[orphne]

He sounds like an incredible person.

Apparently sometimes stuff just... shows up here. Aragaki-senpai said someone got a whole motorbike. I got a picture of my team sitting on my bedside table the other day. My door was locked, but I'm a pretty heavy sleeper, so I don't know if someone came in and put it there or if it just... showed up. Like we do.

I don't know if it's supposed to be a reward or a punishment.

[nullificates]

(enough on odasaku, and the Betrayal of Ango, which broke his heart so hard he fucked off harder than kotone's experienced, but like, for two years. two years he abandoned chuuya without even telling him why, without saying goodbye, without any contact. instead, the only thing he ever did was to bomb his car. she thinks he was inconsiderate to her, but she has no idea half the shit chuuya has put up with in the past seven years. bless her innocence.)

no idea. i don't like this at all, so i needed to think a little! that's all.

[orphne]

[Is it enough? She doesn't think so.]

And? What did you think about while you were all alone in that hole?

[nullificates]

for me to know only.

(how to sabotage his own deal with his same-world fellows , and how not to fucking lose his shit in the process.)

[orphne]

Dazai-san...

You don't have to do everything alone, okay? Even if you think you can't rely on me, there has to be someone you can. It's too sad to be all alone.

[nullificates]

oh, it's not about you, koto-chan! i'm just a man of plenty of secrets, it's all! i have people i can count on. i'm just like this!

[orphne]

Okay.

Thank you for telling me about Odasaku-san. If you ever want to tell me more, I don't mind.

[nullificates]

haha, koto-chan. his name is oda sakunosuke. that's just how i called him.

[orphne]

I miss kaomoji

[She'd be making this face if she could >3<]

Well, I got his name in the end. Thanks, Dazai-san.

[nullificates]

you can say FACE THAT LOOKS LIKE I'M OOPS!!!!

yeah, yeah.

(haha. reason why he said all this? if she meets him, and he's sure that if oda shows up here, she'll find him with her protagonist senses, if this place wants to fuck dazai up that bad -- she can bring him to dazai. nothing is ever for free.)

[orphne]

Are you angry with me? For going with Chuuya to find you.

[nullificates]

ugh. chuuya's the worst nurse ever.

(because he can't fuck chuuya into doing what he wants :( )

but i'm not mad at you.

[orphne]

I thought he did a pretty good job, actually.

Take care of yourself, okay?

[nullificates]

you didn't see it at home!!!!!!!

(yes. they hate each other so much they live together in pain.)

ugh, ugh. ugh!!! i have no choice than to. how does someone so tiny have such loud vocal chords!!!! ugh, can you take him for a walk, koto-chan?

[orphne]

He's not a dog...

I guess I could invite him out, but I don't know if he'd be interested.

[nullificates]

toooooooooo the contrary, my dear koto-chan. here's a little bit of trivia! on our first job, when we were fifteen, i made a bet with him - and he lost. he's my dog for life! a chuuhuahua!

take him dogsitting for me.

[orphne]

Maybe another time.

I think it's probably best somebody keep an eye on you for a little while.

[Plus, if she's going to hang out with someone, it's going to be because she wanted to, not just because she was told to. That only work for first meetings, not later ones.]

[nullificates]

i'll go hang out with the clown.

[orphne]

The clown?

[nullificates]

you have never seen gogol? white hair, braid, six pack, killing legs - but literally, insane?

[orphne]

[Buddy she is squinting so hard...]

No, I'm pretty sure I'd remember if I had.

You want me to distract Chuuya so you can hang out with someone you're telling me is insane?

[Not to mention the description is so weird she doesn't know what to do with that. Good for them, she guesses??]

[nullificates]

mmmhm, no! i want you to take chuuya for a walk so he has something different to do! if you don't want me to be alone, i can hang out with the clown, he's insane but entertaining!

[orphne]

You're choosing to be really bad at convincing me to do this, aren't you?

[nullificates]

it's entertaining. i'm bored.