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I like spending time with my friends and learning about other people. I just want to enjoy whatever time we have together!
Live every day to the fullest! Let's explore the resort together!
I've been told I'm a good leader and listener. I'm pretty good at rescuing other people's cooking and baking disasters, and I can knit and sew. I can fight, but I'd prefer not to. My other talents are a secret. 😘
I don't really like to read, but I'll watch any kind of movie with my friends! I used to work part-time at a movie theater. I love listening to all kinds of music, especially J-pop, electronic, classical, and foreign music. 🎶
As for food... I love both ramen and sweets, but I'll try anything! Take me to your favorite food place! 😉
I like to keep my options open! 😊 Someone I can have a good time with, no matter what we're doing.
I don't really know! Buy me a drink and help me decide! 😉
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
Do most people have an opinion on this? 🤔
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
Bath! but shower first, then relax in the bath for like an hour 😊
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
Ninjas seem cooler 😄
.05 TITS OR ASS
👍
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
Both! It depends on who I'm with what kind of drink I'll order!
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
I don't mind spicy food, but I definitely prefer sweet.
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
Summer! I like going to the beach and being outside. Winter can be tough.
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
👍
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
Let's try both and find out. 😉
ENFP-A
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[If he feels like it's desperate, Yu makes no indication of it. But it's the opposite, really -- he gets it. This place is prime grounds to feel isolated, and none of them deserve that. So if he can help someone else in that way, if they can help each other...
Well. He doesn't question the way she holds onto his hand -- to put it that way.]
For the most part. I was feeling out of sorts for a while, but it's gotten better now. [It's a truthful answer, but he gently bites down on his lower lip in the pause that follows. It looks for the most part like he's just worrying it, but to be honest, it's an attempt to keep him from spilling a lot more information than he planned on.] Are you?
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[She means it, because honestly she's still not entirely used to the idea of being able to reach out to other people for no reason at all. Yu is really kind, isn't he...? His presence is reassuring at her side, even as she lets their joined hands rest atop his leg rather than letting go when they sit.
She glances up at him, her eyes searching his for a long moment, head tilted in curiosity as she decides whether or not to let him get away with that half-answer. That he followed up with a question of his own settles it, because rather than give an in-depth answer herself, she asks,] I'm glad that I'm with you! What do you mean, out of sorts...?
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(It's unnerving, how thin that difference is.)
...] Me, too. [Ah. Hm. He had assumed that maybe other people had felt it too, but maybe he was wrong? Maybe he can find a way to explain it, anyway.]
I was having trouble keeping my feelings under control, I guess. [... Which isn't quite right. Good thing he has forced honesty to help him along!] Or rather, I was feeling other peoples' feelings.
[Ah, that's better. ...And also worse.]
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[It had been hard to separate her own feelings from other people's, like they'd been intertwined somehow. When they'd met with the other two Wildcards, she'd thought maybe it was her own feelings, but maybe... she hums thoughtfully, tapping his leg with their joined hands in an idle motion.] Do you think the others felt that, too...?
[Minato wouldn't have said anything, but Akira seems like the type to maybe mention it? Not directly, of course, but... hm!]
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(... Isn't that a good thing, though? To know for sure?)
He shakes his head definitively.] Akira seemed pretty surprised about the whole thing. Scott and Yosuke, too.
[... He sure did tell a lot of people...]
Have you heard about anyone else feeling it?
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[Scott "my powers hurt people and I'm hot and sad about it" Summers and Yosuke "I refuse to tell you what a MILF is" Hanamura, she assumes. Small casino!
Anyway, she just shrugs and shakes her head.] I didn't ask anyone. Kazuya is really good at guessing how people feel, but he didn't seem to think it was strange, so maybe he's always been good at that...?
[Who knows! As usual, she doesn't seem overly concerned about the whole thing, humming and continuing to lightly bounce their joined hands together atop his thigh.]
I wonder why us...? If Akira didn't, it's not because of our Personas, probably.
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[That last part just slipped out, but Yu slides past it easily. It's nothing he wouldn't admit freely, anyway. His face takes a thoughtful turn again at her words. So Kazuya didn't feel it either... What's the common thread, then?]
It could have been random. [He tips his head a bit, rolling over ideas in his mind.] Maybe by rank. I think we'd need to know who else felt it before being sure.
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[That's right, Yosuke is a Persona-user, after all! It's easy to forget. But there's a genuine joy to her smile when Yu goes so far as to call him his best friend. That's not a small thing! And she's glad he has that kind of connection.
Come to think of it, does she have a best friend...? At home, she loves everybody equally, but if she had to pick someone here... hm. Something to consider!]
Leader of the Investigation Team is on the case, huh? [she teases rather than saying any of that, reaching across with her free hand to poke his head in the direction it had tilted.] Careful, if you think too hard, you might get wrinkles!
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And then Kotone is poking his forehead, and he can't help a short laugh. This feels like a targeted criticism of a self-aware overthinker.]
I've heard they're a sign of wisdom.
[The amusement in his expression dims a bit as his attention is drawn to their still-clasped hands.]
You're really okay? [Hmm. He can't just give her room to admit things...he's starting to understand that that's just not how any of them work. He gestures instead at her arm.] Red's a good color on you, but not like that.
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His question gives her pause, though, her gaze returning to her arm. It's not like she'd forgotten about it in their time here, even if the lonely ache has faded into the background with Yu's hand in hers; it's a gentle throbbing with every heartbeat, an overly-sensitive reminder of how much she craves someone else near her.
She laughs anyway, though it's more a laugh to fill silence than anything she thinks is actually funny.] You don't think tattoos look good on me? [Even to her, the joke falls flat, and in short order, she sighs through her nose.] ...It's been getting darker all month. Do you think it's something bad...?
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The flat turn of her joke, the slight dimming of the mood... he really does hate to bring things down like this -- it wasn't at all what he wanted. But...this isn't the kind of thing you can just not talk about. Even the clasp of their hands is a reminder. He's hearts too -- he keenly remembers how bad it hit him when those feelings became too much.]
It's... [oh god but now he has to explain it, fuck] ... They get darker, the longer you go without sex. [Yeah, no, explaining it out loud doesn't sound any less absurd than thinking about it.] The darker it gets, the more it amplifies certain feelings. With hearts, it feels like...loneliness. Affection, yearning -- things like that.
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[Her tone of voice is curious as she blinks with Yu's explanation; she doesn't sound angry, shocked, or even excited. If anything, she sounds almost indifferent, looking down at the mark on her arm, then back to him. Is that all...? She'd thought it was a problem with not being able to control her own feelings, something wrong with her. But that's right, Mitsuru had said they'd need to play the game, hadn't she? This must have been what she was talking about.
There's a beat where Kotone looks strangely impassive, then seems to come to a decision with another bright smile.]
Well, that sounds easy to fix, then! Wanna have sex?
[She sticks her tongue out a little, clearly trying to make him laugh with the sudden offer.]
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oh.
It's a good thing he wasn't drinking anything, because he would have sputtered at the bluntness of the response. As is, it earns a prominent, surprised snort of laughter from him and a momentary flush across his cheeks.]
Not everyone would see it as that easy.
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[His reaction wasn't too extreme, but it's at least some kind of victory! And... it's an explanation, one she'd sorely needed. She just has to find someone to have sex with, huh? The answer is so astonishingly simple.
She props her chin in her free hand, swinging her feet lightly below the table.]
So I guess if I don't do anything about it, it'll just keep feeling worse forever, huh?
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That's the idea. With hearts, I think it gets kind of... [hmm. how to describe it.] Impulsive, almost. Irrational.
[That's how it feels like to him, at least. But-- he doesn't usually let it get farther than that, so he doesn't have any better insight. The way she says that seems really...telling, though. Feeling worse. On some level, Yu gets it; he's a person who tries to keep his own emotions contained. It sucks, really sucks, when they start bleeding over. His thoughts narrow back to their joined hands, how comfortable that feels.]
If I can help... [ah. hmm. maybe not the right way to word that.] If you want me to help, that is. I'd like to.
[Which is still a little awkward, but at least it's getting the point across.]
... Suit or not, how you feel is important, too.
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["Impulsive" and "irrational"... impulsivity isn't an unfamiliar feeling for her, but irrationality isn't something she wants anyone to see from her. If it only affected her, she could probably figure out a way to handle it, but if it started to affect the people around her...
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You mean I'd get to see your chiseled abs myself? [she teases lightly, still running her thumb along his knuckles. The light pink flush to her cheeks darkens lightly, and she offers him a shrug in response.] Who would say no to that?
[Weren't they supposed to get curry? And yet the way she shifts her weight on her seat hints that she's ready to stand up and get going.]
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I think...they only amplify things that are already there. [His fingers tighten around hers, briefly, a squeeze that attempts to convey that he gets why it would be important to her.] I can't imagine you would hurt anyone, Kotone.
[Except that one dude she was totally up to murder in canon, but since he has one of those too, fair.
Anyway, the moment doesn't last, because Kotone Shiomi is a menace. At least she's a cute and endearing menace -- Yu's response is a laugh, even as his face goes red from her choice of words. He's grateful for it though, this tendency to break the ice that she seems to have. If you can't laugh in the fuck resort, where can you laugh, right? He tips his head toward the door.]
I think curry can probably wait.
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Maybe curry after! [she teases, instead of lingering on that more serious topic. Like, what point is there when they're about to quite literally fuck around and find out first hand? Speaking of hands, though, she squeezes his in return, gratitude visible in her eyes as she hops off her seat and pulls him back toward the exit.]
Thanks, Yu. [But that's enough of that. She turns to walk backwards so she can look at him, drawing another playful smile to her lips as if it really isn't all that serious at all.] So, my room or yours?
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It feels right, that little quip in response. All four of them seem to share that aversion to too much openness, in some way, whether it's conscious or not. Teasing helps to break the tension, to remind him that it doesn't have to be that serious.]
Understood, [he says, and even the seriousness in his tone is kind of...not serious. The quintessential straight man, so to speak.
It takes absurdly little pulling for Yu to go along with her, playful smile and all. Whether it's genuine or whether she's trying to put on a brave face or something like that, it's true -- there's no shame in something being light and casual. Especially in this place. Especially when the alternative is The Horror of Emotional Vulnerability. As for the question,] Mine is probably a bit closer.
[You know. To make returning for curry easier!]
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At least she knows now to blame it on that innocent-looking mark on her wrist. It doesn't make the feeling go away, but it makes it just that little bit easier to ignore.]
Then lead the way, Leader! [One more tease for the road, as well as a reminder -- in this, at least, he's the expert, if only by virtue of time spent. Maybe she should call him senpai? Or at least she should slow down to let him walk ahead of her instead of forging ahead as she normally does.]
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Even so, he lets her take the lead, just to see what happens. Debates for one second whether he should let her walk past the right turn -- then, unable to let that slide, he tugs on her hand.]
It's this way.
[It's not even the blind leading the blind; it's the blind leading the perfectly sighted idiot who just wants to see what happens.]