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I like spending time with my friends and learning about other people. I just want to enjoy whatever time we have together!
Live every day to the fullest! Let's explore the resort together!
I've been told I'm a good leader and listener. I'm pretty good at rescuing other people's cooking and baking disasters, and I can knit and sew. I can fight, but I'd prefer not to. My other talents are a secret. 😘
I don't really like to read, but I'll watch any kind of movie with my friends! I used to work part-time at a movie theater. I love listening to all kinds of music, especially J-pop, electronic, classical, and foreign music. 🎶
As for food... I love both ramen and sweets, but I'll try anything! Take me to your favorite food place! 😉
I like to keep my options open! 😊 Someone I can have a good time with, no matter what we're doing.
I don't really know! Buy me a drink and help me decide! 😉
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
Do most people have an opinion on this? 🤔
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
Bath! but shower first, then relax in the bath for like an hour 😊
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
Ninjas seem cooler 😄
.05 TITS OR ASS
👍
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
Both! It depends on who I'm with what kind of drink I'll order!
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
I don't mind spicy food, but I definitely prefer sweet.
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
Summer! I like going to the beach and being outside. Winter can be tough.
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
👍
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
Let's try both and find out. 😉
ENFP-A
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Straightening a little, she can't help but wonder why another mutant being here at the resort isn't a good thing. Why would Scott be upset just because the new arrival isn't an X-Man? Like, surely all mutants can't be X-Men any more than all Persona users are members of SEES.]
And...? [she prompts quietly, a gentle encouragement for him to talk at his own pace and only about what he wants. There has to be more to it than this mutant just not being part of his team, right?]
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Because now he really understands how much it hurts, how much it sucks, to have someone that is familiar but also... different. He wonders if it's better or worse if that person knows you at all? But it's not a competition.
Instead of answering her directly, he instead faces her with a question.]
...I really didn't understand until now how much it hurt you that Shinjiro and Akihiko didn't recognize you. [He frowns, before tangling their hands together in a grip.]
Guess I kind of do now.
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[That's all she says at first, a quiet noise of sympathy and understanding. Really, he doesn't have to say more than that, if he doesn't want to; someone's arrived here, someone Scott knows and is close to, but doesn't know him. Without waiting for a sign or some approval, she lets go of his hand to instead wrap her arms around his neck, draping herself over him in a hug as if she could somehow protect him from that horror gnawing feeling of not being good enough.]
Yeah. [Her voice is soft, gentle against his ear as she holds him close.] It hurts a lot, doesn't it? Like something heavy, right in the middle of your chest.
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.....
It's kind of ironic, isn't it? He felt so comfortable with mutants back home and never really with humans, but now it's the reverse here. When he's actually a mutant. What the hell is wrong with him anyway.]
Yeah. [Her voice warm against his ear, comforting in a way that makes him relax a little, even though that hurt in his chest hasn't gone away. The same hurt she's pointed out to him, beating in the middle and spreading further with each beat.]
I... it's not the fully same thing. I want to clarify that, like... he does recognize me, sort of. He knows a version of me, but he basically hates me and wants nothing to do with me.
[He wants to be angry
pull his pigtails in return, because it really is an easy feeling for him to return to. Something so familiar, it's almost comforting at a time like this.] He's on some other stupid team that apparently hates mine.no subject
That's horrible, [she murmurs, dropping her chin to his shoulder and staring at the wall behind him. If Shinjiro or Akihiko or even Minato had thought that she was part of Strega or something -- she doesn't even know what she would do.]
And he didn't listen when you told him you're not the same guy?
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[They were having an okay conversation until he mentioned that his Pietro--Peter is on the X-Men, then things turned south. Because then Pietro mentioned a group named the Brotherhood and how they are basically rivals or whatever to the X-Men, that they only really work together when things go bad and even that, it's a hard push. He doesn't fully understand it and part of him doesn't care to.
It's not like Pietro cares anything about him, so why should he??]
...It's fine, Kotone. I don't need him and he clearly doesn't need me.
[Sure, it hurts, but he'll just get over it. He'll just push it down and stubbornly stare at the opposite wall-- a wall that can change into a battle simulation. That's how he'll continue to train and stuff, right?]
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If it were fine, you wouldn't be fighting like this, [she murmurs finally, without judgement, just making an observation as she sees it. Scott wears his heart on his sleeve, for better or worse, and it's obvious how much this is bothering him.] Maybe he just needs some time.
When he needs you, you'll be there for him. [She squeezes his shoulders a little more tightly.] Right?
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...It's nice to have someone understand him without him needing to say the thing that bothers him. His face leans against hers, wanting and appreciating that simple but intimate contact.]
That's assuming if he'll ever need me. He made a big show about not wanting that. [...] We're not teammates-- we're not X-Men together.
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Isn't it a good thing if he doesn't need you? [asked with only a touch of uncertainty, because yeah, it might feel nice to be needed, but,] Like... if he's doing well enough that he doesn't actually need help, then that's okay. And if he does need help, you'll be there.
[She leans back on her heels, trying to meet his eyes even though she knows she can't actually see through his ruby lenses. He can see her, and that's way more important.]
Even if you're not X-Men, maybe eventually you can be friends. Or at least not enemies.
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His eyes lower to the ground as she pulls away and there's something almost suffocating in his chest. Tightening around it so hard that it makes it hard for Scott to say anything at first and when he does, his voice is quiet. Almost inaudible.]
But I want him to need me.
[He's the only one that at least recognizes a version of him, which is more than what he's got for the past year. But more than that, he's a version of a trusted teammate back home, no matter how much Peter drives him crazy sometimes.]
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[She's gentle when she draws a hand away from his shoulder, never losing contact to instead gently cup his cheek to encourage him to look at her. Her lips curve into a small, almost wistful smile, because she gets it. She really, really does. She wants Shinjiro and Akihiko to need her, almost more than she can stand. But she had to remember that building that kind of trust takes time and extraordinary circumstances. "Wanting" it just isn't enough.]
But... probably what he needs from you right now is time and space. He'll come around.
[There's a quiet confidence in her voice when she says that last part, because she genuinely believes it. Anyone who gives Scott a chance would have to see what she sees, right? A strong, driven boy who cares so deeply about everyone around him.]
And you'll make sure he'll be okay enough to make that decision on his own.
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He wonders if it took Shinjiro or Akihiko a long time to trust her, but she had to deal with it nonetheless, right? And she didn't even exist to them. Is it worse than being disliked? Hard to say, but he's not about to compare 'who had it worse' not when they've both been hurt by this.]
You sound so certain about all that. [While doubt doesn't really highlight his voice, he's just a little bit in awe that she truly has that much confidence in him, or maybe Pietro eventually needing his help.] ...But I guess if he wants to avoid me for the entire time, I have to accept that too, don't I?
[A weaker smile, but maybe one of acceptance, even if it hurts.]
I can't force someone to have a connection with me. I wouldn't want to.