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I like spending time with my friends and learning about other people. I just want to enjoy whatever time we have together!
Live every day to the fullest! Let's explore the resort together!
I've been told I'm a good leader and listener. I'm pretty good at rescuing other people's cooking and baking disasters, and I can knit and sew. I can fight, but I'd prefer not to. My other talents are a secret. 😘
I don't really like to read, but I'll watch any kind of movie with my friends! I used to work part-time at a movie theater. I love listening to all kinds of music, especially J-pop, electronic, classical, and foreign music. 🎶
As for food... I love both ramen and sweets, but I'll try anything! Take me to your favorite food place! 😉
I like to keep my options open! 😊 Someone I can have a good time with, no matter what we're doing.
I don't really know! Buy me a drink and help me decide! 😉
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
Do most people have an opinion on this? 🤔
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
Bath! but shower first, then relax in the bath for like an hour 😊
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
Ninjas seem cooler 😄
.05 TITS OR ASS
👍
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
Both! It depends on who I'm with what kind of drink I'll order!
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
I don't mind spicy food, but I definitely prefer sweet.
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
Summer! I like going to the beach and being outside. Winter can be tough.
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
👍
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
Let's try both and find out. 😉
ENFP-A
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Yeah. [There's a note of audible surprise in her voice as she tilts her head, her own eyes flicking over his face.]
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[A powerful thing, apparently. But there's more than that. She's confirmed it, that what she knows as "Persona's", are the very same creatures that he knows of as "Demons".
The very same type of creature that he is now.
Kazuya looks down, swirls his glass of water a little, contemplative.]
Agi, zio, bufu, garu. These words sound familiar at all to you?
[They had to Akechi. Or at least, Dia had.]
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[It's been a little over a month since that final battle, but she wouldn't forget that so easily. Her brow scrunches up with the remnants of her confusion, but-- well, he knows what he's talking about. "Demons" seems like a weird kind of catch-all term for things that aren't always "demons" in the traditional sense, but... well, it's just another word for them, isn't it?
After a moment's further contemplation, she shrugs one shoulder and decides to just accept it. It does beg another question, though-]
Do you know what a Shadow is?
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It makes the mystery between them that much deeper. There's something here, and he's not sure what it is yet.]
I'm guessing you're not just talking about the kinds of shadows you see on a sunny day. So no, I don't.
[So he shakes his head.]
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They're like... monsters formed from the dark parts of human consciousness, I guess. You said demons were threatening you... it was Shadows for us.
[Extremely over-simplified, but true! Please don't make her go into detail, that's so much effort.]
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[He clarifies, but doesn't linger on it too long. Monsters formed from the dark parts of human consciousness also... somewhat describes demons, though they're certainly more like an animal than any sort of... cognitive being.
He drums his hand again.]
I think our worlds might be connected, but separated.
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I guess so.
[It's weird to think about another world with angels, demons, and other parts of the collective unconscious just existing? Able to enter the real world? But sure, why not. More importantly-]
... Where does this leave us, though?
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He's not sure how much he's willing to trust that, at least just yet. He's fairly certain he still has a few scars from where holy water got splashed on him during their battle, before his power had become fully realized.]
... So long as I don't sense him, I'm willing to stay. But understand that I can't be around that sort of power without some sort of retaliation if you can't keep him under control.
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[Could she lose control of her Personas? Shinji had. It had never really been something she'd worried about in the past, but... this place has messed with her mind already before. It could do it again.
If she loses control of her Personas, someone will have to stop her. If Mitsuru's not around, maybe Kazuya can manage it. She stares down at her glass of water, then straightens in her seat and nods.]
Okay. If something happens and for the first time I can't... then I'm counting on you to stop me.
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[But he says it slowly, hesitantly. Despite his threat from earlier, he really doesn't want to hurt anyone. Could he get away with that, if her persona goes out of control? Surely Metatron would only care about him, if that were the case.
He flexes his hands against the counter, taps his foot idly.]
I'm really sorry for how I acted.
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It's fine! I understand.
[It's not fine -- it still really hurts, that he's forming an opinion of her based on something that she didn't even know about, let alone was responsible for -- but it's okay. Dwelling on it or being sad about it won't make it better, so...! Best to just hide that feeling behind a smile as she drums her fingers lightly on the counter.]
D'you still want to eat with me...? You can say no.
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... I'd like to, if you still want to.
[ He'll try. He trusted Amane, and Amane had trusted in him even after he made his decision, so sorely he can handle doing the reverse. ]
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Thanks!
[And she turns, just enough to catch the eye of the person working and nod. Yes please, keep making their beef bowls. She's not as hungry now as she had been, but surely by the time the meal is ready, her appetite will be back!
Glancing back toward him, her smile softens a little as she nods.]
I mean it. ...Thanks.
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[ It's not the full amount, he still feels jittery internally, but if he thinks about it, Metatron, Kotone, could have attacked him far before this, it would have been even easier to catch him so unaware, to keep his presence hidden until he struck. ]
... It's really not you, just so you know. It'd be the same reaction if it were anyone else.
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[She wouldn't react the same way, but she'd also befriended Ryoji before the end. She'd been so intimately entwined with all of it, and it's not like Nyx was even consciously trying to destroy everything, so... it's different for her, probably.]
It's hard to go back to normal after stuff like that, isn't it?
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The Japanese government sees me as a threat to national security. Other countries see me that way too. I don't just get to go back to having a normal life after this. I don't get to wave my hand and pretend that nothing has changed. People will, and have, looked at me like I'm going to eat their souls, or their kids souls. Even if I've done nkthing to warrant it, to them, to the world at large, I'm a ticking time bomb.
[ Which is, admittedly, a lot to dump on someone who may as well be a perfect stranger, but also: she has Metatron within her, another being who threatened the end of the world more readily, in his eyes. ]
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But she knows what it's like not to be able to go back to normal. She'd tried! Those long several weeks between the final battle and graduation day, she'd really tried. But no one remembered, and every day had been such a struggle to get moving and keep going. Her eyes soften further as she gazes across at him, lost in her own memories for a moment.
But this isn't about her. She focuses on him and rests her chin in her hand.]
Do you still want to go back, even with all of that?
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[ It's said without any sort of delay.
Of course he wants to go back. He wants to see the people he's missed the most, and two months is short, but also a lifetime since he's seen the people he cares about.
He needs them. He needs the reminder that it was worth it. That he made the right choice.
He looks down at the table. ]
The people I had to leave behind... They're everything to me.
[ Whatever humanity he had, surely it's within them. ]
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[At least she has Mitsuru. And... she'd thought she'd been with Aigis, but everything had been so hazy then, and she hasn't seen her since, so maybe not? But given the chance, whether it's through winning the game or through some other means, she's going to have to go home, too.
And then that'll be the end.
She doesn't voice any of that, though, just continuing to smile softly as she nods.] Then we'll both keep working to get home. If I can help, let me know.
[Reaching toward him, she almost pats his hand-- but pauses halfway there and thinks better of it, drawing her hand back with an uncomfortable pang. Best not to push it.]
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[ But that's alright. He doesnt know how Yuzu ro Atsuro would handle, being in a place like this.
Or how he'd be able to handle them being here, anyway. There's a definite possessiveness he knows he has towards the both of them.
But his thoughts are cut short when he catches her reaching out a hand for him, a likely gesture of comfort, he guesses.
And he places his hand halfway between them, giving a small smile, but leaving it up to her to close the gap. He's still trusting, even if it's forced. ]
I don't bite. [ He pauses, then laughs and shakes his head. ] Well, not for this, anyway.
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I wouldn't mind if you bit me! Maybe not here, though.
[Her eyes sparkle a little with the tease as she grins at him, trying to lighten the mood a little. Plus, she has to draw her hand back anyway with the arrival of-]
Beef bowl!! Thank you!
[Food! set in front of their respective seats.]
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[He agrees, readily. Though he has a feeling she doesn't really understand the fact that he was being very restrained when they'd first met, and that the bites he'd normally like to leave are far more bruising and possessive in nature.]
Thank you.
[He says, as their food is brought to him, because he's still polite! And even more polite as he very slowly starts to dig into his beef bowl.
He's likely far more reserved about it than she is.]
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And, yeah, he's more polite than she is, though not terribly much so. She at least still has the manners to act somewhat normal in front of someone she doesn't know well, though she probably could set a record for speed-eating.]
I used to get beef bowl with some of my friends at home, [she remarks between bites, edging dangerously close to talking with her mouth full.] Did you ever do stuff like that? Before everything got difficult.
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[ She can be as... not-nice about her eating as she wants. Kazuya doesn't seem to be grossed out or take it personally. If that's how she is, that's how she is. ]
I'd usually get dragged shopping in Harajuku or Shibuya by one friend, and then We'd move off to Akihabara by another friend. Mostly I was the designated bag carrier.
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Yeah? One of my senpai is a really good home cook. Honestly, I kind of thought his food was better than any restaurant! [There's an unmistakable fondness in her eyes as she thinks about Shinjiro and that party they'd all had together. Shinji had complained about it so much, and yet -- she knows he had fun. She's certain she'd heard his voice, back on the roof, so hopefully he's still having fun, even without her there.
Ah, wait, her smile has frozen in a bit of sad nostalgia to her face. Focusing back on the important thing, her smile warms as she glances back to Kazuya.] We should cook together sometime! I'm more of a baker, though.
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