You don't know that, [she continues, a little stubbornly as she hugs him all the closer.] Just because "a" Scott did that doesn't mean it was you. It hasn't happened yet.
[Just because she and Minato are so similar, there are a lot of things that are different, too. They're their own people, with their own actions and relationships. Even if there's another Scott Summers out there -- or multiples of them -- that doesn't mean they're all the same.
But she knows that kind of reassurance isn't going to be enough. A quiet sigh, and she adds softly,] Yeah. I still felt really guilty after I'd hurt you, so...
I don't care what the Council says, though. You're still you. And you shouldn't be given a crime you haven't committed. I'll support you no matter what.
[But it could happen, because fate. Like how certain things seemed to have still happened in Minato's and Kotone's worlds. However, Scott doesn't voice those thoughts again, because neither of them really know for sure. It's nice to think that he's just overreacting, that the crime on his parchment is just there to upset him. He hates letting them win, but being told that he may kill the Professor is a hard pill to swallow still.
At least it's nice just letting himself be held by her.]
I hate how I'd almost hurt you. [He says quietly, not feeling too much better, but it's nice to have that firm conviction from Kotone. That she'll always support him, even if he does something unforgivable. He's not sure if she should, but the thought of her turning away gets his eyes to squeeze shut. He really doesn't want that either.] ...Would you still love me even if I turn out bad?
[He shouldn't sound so afraid, not when he knows her answer, but.]
Of course. [No hesitation or consideration needed, though again, his words make her blood boil with an uncharacteristic rage. How dare the Council make him feel like this? And he'd been dwelling on it for how long? She wishes he'd told her sooner, but-- again, another deep breath, and she presses a kiss to the top of his hair. Inhaling his scent helps a little with pushing back that rage, reminds her who she is and why she's here.]
But you won't, [she adds finally, shifting her grip to gently take his chin and try to prompt him to look up at her, see the equal parts steel and affection in her face as she smiles at him.]
[Yes, he knew what her answer was going to be, but it doesn't stop Scott from letting out a half choked noise, slightly cut off as tears well up behind his glasses. Just hearing Kotone actually say that, that she'll love him no matter what, truly means a lot. Because even if... if he changes, if he's not the same teen that she shared sandwiches with on the rooftop, she'll still love him.
It makes facing the future just a little less frightening. However he turns out to be... she'll still be with him. At least in this world. It's scary to think what may happen back in his own world, but he'll just have to think about that some point later and not when he's gripping her so tightly.
When she tilts his chin up, Kotone will see a couple streaks of tears falling from beneath his glasses. Y-yeah, guess he is feeling emotional, the events of the day just really compounding on him that he can't stop himself. At least he knows it's okay if he cries in front of her.]
Promise...? [A part of him feels bad asking for that extra confirmation, but he just wants to hear her say it one more time.]
[Again, not a hint of doubt or hesitation in her voice. It's an easy promise to make, considering that she knows there's no way Scott will turn out "bad." And even if he did, he'd still listen to her, and she could help him. No matter what, she'd help him get past whatever it is.
She presses a gentle kiss to his lips, and if her mouth still tastes faintly of iron, maybe that's all in her head. Gazing down at him, her lip quirks into a little, humorless smile.]
[Is it silly to cling to promises? Maybe, but coming from Kotone... he knows she really means it. She's the only person that really makes him feel safe. As such, he doesn't seem to notice or care if her mouth tastes just slightly of iron, prolonging their kiss just for a little longer. He'd never pull away from her.
Although, she's reassuring him once more, huh? And he didn't even ask. Scott smiles just slightly, something a little less stressed in his expression before he buries his face against her chest. Things aren't fully resolved, maybe they can't be, but he's okay. Right now, he really is.
...
Wasn't he supposed to ask about her demons in return? He will, just a little later, just wanting to let the moment last and he figures that Kotone will be okay with that. It doesn't seem like he'll lose her anytime soon and that's what is important.]
No matter what happens, I'll be here for you too. [Okay, just one reassurance to her.]
[It's a simple statement, but a true one. No matter what, she knows Scott will be there for her, for better or for worse. The situation doesn't matter; even if she made a terrible mistake, even if somehow she became the "bad" one... Scott would be there for her in spite of it all. That's maybe not a good thing, but with a deep breath, she just holds him closer and keeps her chin pressed against the top of his head.
It's going to hurt him so, so much when she's finally gone, but at least for the time she's here, she can support him unconditionally.]
Thank you for telling me. [Because he didn't have to tell her about the change to his parchment. She hasn't even looked at hers in a long time, because it didn't matter to her what the Council charged her with. But it clearly matters to Scott, which means that his parchment is important to her. Kissing the top of his head one more time, she adds,] And... thanks for being here with me.
[It really makes him feel better to hear that confirmation from Kotone. Knowing that despite everything, she can still go to him and that he'll always be there for her. He... he doesn't want to be weak or make her feel like she can't talk to him about stuff, because he knows how alone she can really feel. Despite all the friends she has and the bright smile she shows the world, Scott knows that she sometimes forces herself to be that way.
He sniffs lightly against her, eyes closing shut for just a moment as he lets himself rest and enjoy this moment for a bit longer. It's a good thing Ange isn't around to see all this, huh?]
Kotone draws back, but just enough that she can press a kiss to his forehead, gently cupping his cheeks with the motion. As long as she's able, she'll be here for him. Even after she's not here anymore, hopefully he'll be able to take the time they spent together as some comfort. Maybe in the future, he'll love someone else once she's gone, but if she can at least stay a little present in his heart, maybe that's enough.]
Me too, Scott. Don't ever doubt that, okay?
[Even if she sucks at expressing it sometimes, she really, truly loves him, maybe more than he even knows.]
[Raising his hands to hers, so that she can keep them against his cheeks, Scott nods with an almost watery smile. He knows this isn't forever, but he doesn't need those thoughts right now, shoving them away so that he can look at her with complete trust and affection, despite the tears staining his cheeks and his glasses covering his eyes.]
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[Just because she and Minato are so similar, there are a lot of things that are different, too. They're their own people, with their own actions and relationships. Even if there's another Scott Summers out there -- or multiples of them -- that doesn't mean they're all the same.
But she knows that kind of reassurance isn't going to be enough. A quiet sigh, and she adds softly,] Yeah. I still felt really guilty after I'd hurt you, so...
I don't care what the Council says, though. You're still you. And you shouldn't be given a crime you haven't committed. I'll support you no matter what.
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At least it's nice just letting himself be held by her.]
I hate how I'd almost hurt you. [He says quietly, not feeling too much better, but it's nice to have that firm conviction from Kotone. That she'll always support him, even if he does something unforgivable. He's not sure if she should, but the thought of her turning away gets his eyes to squeeze shut. He really doesn't want that either.] ...Would you still love me even if I turn out bad?
[He shouldn't sound so afraid, not when he knows her answer, but.]
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But you won't, [she adds finally, shifting her grip to gently take his chin and try to prompt him to look up at her, see the equal parts steel and affection in her face as she smiles at him.]
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It makes facing the future just a little less frightening. However he turns out to be... she'll still be with him. At least in this world. It's scary to think what may happen back in his own world, but he'll just have to think about that some point later and not when he's gripping her so tightly.
When she tilts his chin up, Kotone will see a couple streaks of tears falling from beneath his glasses. Y-yeah, guess he is feeling emotional, the events of the day just really compounding on him that he can't stop himself. At least he knows it's okay if he cries in front of her.]
Promise...? [A part of him feels bad asking for that extra confirmation, but he just wants to hear her say it one more time.]
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[Again, not a hint of doubt or hesitation in her voice. It's an easy promise to make, considering that she knows there's no way Scott will turn out "bad." And even if he did, he'd still listen to her, and she could help him. No matter what, she'd help him get past whatever it is.
She presses a gentle kiss to his lips, and if her mouth still tastes faintly of iron, maybe that's all in her head. Gazing down at him, her lip quirks into a little, humorless smile.]
I'm with you no matter what happens, good or bad.
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Although, she's reassuring him once more, huh? And he didn't even ask. Scott smiles just slightly, something a little less stressed in his expression before he buries his face against her chest. Things aren't fully resolved, maybe they can't be, but he's okay. Right now, he really is.
...
Wasn't he supposed to ask about her demons in return? He will, just a little later, just wanting to let the moment last and he figures that Kotone will be okay with that. It doesn't seem like he'll lose her anytime soon and that's what is important.]
No matter what happens, I'll be here for you too. [Okay, just one reassurance to her.]
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[It's a simple statement, but a true one. No matter what, she knows Scott will be there for her, for better or for worse. The situation doesn't matter; even if she made a terrible mistake, even if somehow she became the "bad" one... Scott would be there for her in spite of it all. That's maybe not a good thing, but with a deep breath, she just holds him closer and keeps her chin pressed against the top of his head.
It's going to hurt him so, so much when she's finally gone, but at least for the time she's here, she can support him unconditionally.]
Thank you for telling me. [Because he didn't have to tell her about the change to his parchment. She hasn't even looked at hers in a long time, because it didn't matter to her what the Council charged her with. But it clearly matters to Scott, which means that his parchment is important to her. Kissing the top of his head one more time, she adds,] And... thanks for being here with me.
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He sniffs lightly against her, eyes closing shut for just a moment as he lets himself rest and enjoy this moment for a bit longer. It's a good thing Ange isn't around to see all this, huh?]
...I'll always love you, Kotone.
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Kotone draws back, but just enough that she can press a kiss to his forehead, gently cupping his cheeks with the motion. As long as she's able, she'll be here for him. Even after she's not here anymore, hopefully he'll be able to take the time they spent together as some comfort. Maybe in the future, he'll love someone else once she's gone, but if she can at least stay a little present in his heart, maybe that's enough.]
Me too, Scott. Don't ever doubt that, okay?
[Even if she sucks at expressing it sometimes, she really, truly loves him, maybe more than he even knows.]
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I won't.