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Kotone "sleepy bitch disease" Shiomi ([personal profile] orphne) wrote2023-03-13 05:52 am
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-04 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Is it really okay...? Scott doesn't think it is, and he feels like he disappointed Kotone in some way. He's not sure where things went south, okay, he knows, but it still makes his stomach clench uncomfortably, despite the fruit sandwich being amazing earlier. It's a feeling that has nothing to do with what he ate.]

I want to hang out with you still. [He does his best not to rub his arm or look entirely glum, because that's not what Kotone needs right now, right? She said she wants to enjoy her remaining days and she can't do that if he's being upset on her behalf. Scott bites his lip, trying his hardest to be as earnest as before.]

I like our time together. [At least he doesn't have to lie about that.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-04 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[The smallest of smiles reaches Scott upon hearing that. He's still not sure what to do with this particular topic and maybe it's just something to never bring up again, but is that fine? It could be, because who wants to talk about death and everything and its inevitability? Still, there's something uncomfortable that's settled in his chest that he can't fully get rid of. He can really only push it aside as he plops himself on the ground next to her, pretending to act like everything is just... normal.

He's good at that right? Pretending that everything is normal again. It's what he wanted to do with the other mutants and he can do it now.]


Definitely not as good as Star Wars, not even the third one. [He jokes lightly while staring up at the slowly moving clouds. With his glasses, it feels just a tad apocalyptic, but it's cool.] I'd get us popcorn, but too lazy to grab anything now.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-04 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[His eyes dart over to her when he feels that sudden weight against his shoulder. He's not complaining, far from it, if the small smile is anything to go by.]

Seriously? How have you not watched Star Wars?? At least see the first one!

[Nevermind the fact that she won't be able to watch it when she gets back. He wonders if it's callous for him to say something like that now, or would she be more upset if he started walking on eggshells around her? Scott's not sure, but he'll just go with what he knows and that's being himself.

Mostly. It's not like he can entirely forget what happened here.]


But geez, that theater sounds like a total rip off. I'd totally protest or quit. [...] So, staring at clouds is pretty much the same level of entertainment as you got watching movies at the island.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-05 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I promise.

[He'll take her out and get popcorn and everything, like going to a regular movie theater. Then, of course, he'll have to explain why the first Star Wars is definitely the best and how George Lucas is a genius and definitely won't turn his series into a cashcow--]

Your friends actually wanted to see boring artsy movies? They didn't want to go to the arcade or the mall or anything like that? [He slowly curls his hand in hers, his eyes darting over to her for a moment, before turning upward again.]

They kind of suck. [Scott teases, not serious at all about his insult.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-06 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Uhh, no offense Kotone, but dogs probably shouldn't be in a movie theater.

[Unless he's like a service dog or something?? Scott knows that he'd be annoyed if there was a dog barking throughout the movie, artsy boring ones or not. It's like ruining the whole movie experience. Luckily for Kotone, he's too busy thinking about the logistics of having a dog in a theater that he doesn't really notice the slight embarrassment that she's enduring next to him.

He just continues to stare at the clouds with a more natural smile.]


Really? You were good at crane games? Those things always felt rigged to me.

[No, Scott never won a prize from one of those things. Hence, they are totally rigged and out to steal money from hardworking teenagers!! She's definitely namedropping a lot of people though, but Scott just figures they're all friends of hers. He's always regarded her as the popular type, so not surprising.] But if an arcade shows up, we can go there too. See a movie and play at the arcade after, or vice versa. I'm adaptable.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-07 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[.....???? A dog is able to use Personas? Wha-- how does that even work? Scott blanches, not knowing what to really say about that. Maybe if it's best if he doesn't.

It's not a big worry anyway, and he moves his free hand to rest it on his stomach.]


I thought the guy was supposed to win prizes. [That's what boys are supposed to do, right? Win prizes for their girl-- UHHH their date and everything. Wait, is she serious about wanting to date and everything? Oh fuck, does he ask?? What if she was just joking or using that word in a teasing way? Scott feels his mouth go dry.]

Would. [Scott stops, as if trying to gather his courage, before continuing on.] Would you really want to do that? Um.

[Date.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-07 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Can't argue with that logic.

So, is that a yes to dating? Or just a yes to going out on a date together as like friends or something? Friend dates? Those exist, right? They're doing that now, aren't they? So, another friend date or actual... date date? Why is being a teenager so hard!! He should just accept her answer and be happy, right?

.........

His face turns towards her, trying to look chill and not completely nervous.]


Would you. Ever want to go on... a date? [A date date!! But suddenly, words are so hard.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-07 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's a weird process to feel like you're on top of the world, and then the very next moment, feel like you're crashing down from it.

Scott can't entirely stop his reaction, feeling a lump develop in his throat upon hearing that it wouldn't be too serious. It takes a lot of self-control not to be upset by her answer and demand why, but he sort of understands as well. He's somewhat confident that she likes him, but given everything he just learned right now, with her death at home, not to mention that living in this world is always going to be temporary, thinking of a super serious relationship is probably out of the question.

He gets it.

Doesn't stop him from shutting his eyes tightly, doing his best not to cry. He's glad, once again, for his shades covering his face.]


Yeah, I think it would be fun too. [He sounds mostly normal, except for the small hitch in his breath, but he seems to accept her answer.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-08 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[His face turns towards her as Kotone comes closer and while a part of him wants to hide away and cry still, he gives his best smile, watery it may be. It's the most that he can manage right now, even though he genuinely likes her and doesn't her want to leave. Well, guess that's the reason why he's upset in the first place, right? H-he should look at the positives, like the fact that she'd even want to go out with him, as unserious as it may be.

And she looks happier now, like she'd genuinely have fun being with him. That's a nice thought.]


Oh right, I did kind of say that...

[He was flustered with a bunch of thoughts at the time and he was also sort of joking? Scott figured that they both would view it as a friend date anyway.] Hey, let me ask you out officially first. Guys should be doing that.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-08 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[With the hand that's still in hers, he squeezes it just gently, if trying to reassure her... and himself.]

Dazai says a bunch of crap.

[Scott snorts, but he says it good-naturedly, because he honestly likes him right now at least. He's just also really annoying and a busybody, and probably gives advice that people shouldn't necessarily listen to. At least railing on Dazai is sort of fun and gets his mind off some depressing crap, even if it's just for a few seconds.]

I mean, I wouldn't mind, but it's like when taking girls out on a date. They should buy them dinner and everything.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-08 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Isn't Kotone one of Dazai's favorites? He can't help but snicker slightly at the thought of him feeling so betrayed that one of his mentees thinks that of him. Or maybe he'd just accept it in his usual flakey way. It's sometimes hard to predict him! But thoughts of Dazai drift away as he considers her question, taking it a little more seriously as he thinks.

Hmm, would he rather have Kotone cook him dinner or take him out? They are both appealing in different ways. Scott lets out a thoughtful noise as he stares up at the clouds again.]


If she really wants to... I guess whatever she wants to do.

[Cop out answer.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-10 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey!

[Scott lightly protests when she playfully hits him, resisting the childish urge to stick his tongue out at her. He answered truthfully!]

...Yeah, long as both people are enjoying it, then it's cool. [That's probably the most important part, he can certainly agree with that. Even if the date isn't 'serious' or anything, he'd want Kotone to have fun and be happy.]

I'd want to make it at least a little special though. Throw in a surprise or something.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2023-09-11 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'll have to think of a way to surprise her, in case he ever gets the courage to ask her out on a date. If he can push through the hurt, maybe he will. Besides, maybe their date would actually suck and they'd find out they aren't compatible in any way and everything. Except thinking like that feels even worse, because it's not like he wants that to happen.

He forces his more depressing thoughts to fade away, before letting his eyes close for a moment in an attempt to gather himself once more]


I can think of a couple ways to surprise you.

want to wrap this up? :>

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