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[orphne]

He doesn't seem like the type to want to go on a date with someone who tried to kill him.

I really don't get Nikolai-san. You've mentioned him before -- is he really dangerous? You haven't recommended that I hang out with him like you did with Chuuya.

[nullificates]

i mean. i have been in dozen of dates with people who tried to kill me. you never know.

oh. yes. you can hang out with him, but honestly, i don't think you'll like him very much. also, there's the actual terrorist part of it all, but we have an agreement in place, so he's well-behaved, lately.

besides, putting you and chuuya together was a strategy move. i have nothing to gain if you spend time with nikols.

[orphne]

Pretty sure you're different.

Wait, what was your strategy for having me spend time with Chuuya? Get him out of your hair for a while?

[That can't be it. Like... yeah, no, that can't be it, considering half the time they're spending time together.

Also okay, she doesn't really know what to do with that information about Nikolai, so you know what? For now, she'll take his word for it and wait to make her own judgement on whether or not she likes him. "Terrorist" being described by someone like Dazai isn't... promising, though.]

[nullificates]

oh, actually, not really. nothing to do with that at all.

[orphne]

Then what was it?

[nullificates]

oh, look at the time! i have a date.

[orphne]

Dazai-san!!

[nullificates]

kiddo, if i just tell you all my plans, i'm no longer useful to this world and super boring, i'd lose all my charm!

it's for a good reason!

[orphne]

I don't know, I think you'd be useful, plans or not. Like, for one, Chuuya's life would be way too easy without you. Hehe.

But if it makes you happy to make these big secret plans or whatever, have fun, I guess?

[nullificates]

he wouldn't know what to do, koto-chan! who does he want to murder most in the world? me me me me!

ah, it does. it's for a good reason, i promise.

[orphne]

Hmmm, I guess I believe you.

[About it being for a good reason, not about him wanting Dazai dead.]

So what happened to your date?

[The totally-real-and-not-at-all-made-up-one.]

[nullificates]

i found a drawing of us and it spooked me.

[orphne]

Aaaw, all my drawings have been kind of sweet, actually!

[Even the ones with Thanatos in them made him looks, well... still scary, but as if she had more control over him than she had.]

It's weird though. Getting attention for helping people. No one ever really knew what we did back home.

[nullificates]

take my fangirls

oh. do you prefer it that way?

cw death mention

[orphne]

I don't know. Like... I want to be remembered after I die? But I don't have to be remembered for like, big stuff or heroic stuff. I just want to make a positive impact on people's lives, I guess.

So I don't know what I'd do with your fangirls!

[nullificates]

you'll be remembered, i'm sure of that.

also, i'll remember you even more fondly if you get them a boyfriend that isn't me.

[orphne]

[Hm. She's not so sure of that.]

Maybe you shouldn't mess around with them so much if you can't handle the consequences!

[nullificates]

i'll just give them chuuya's name to call

works every time

no one helps me

unhelpful

[orphne]

You really want them calling Chuuya's name when you're with them??

[Huh?? Or does he mean to say that he'll tell them his name and then tell them to bother Chuuya after because h u h]

[nullificates]

kotone disgusting thought

oh no i tell them that dazai's my name but the charm is over chuuya's name!

they call him instead. it's hilarious.

[orphne]

Ooooh so you've earned every time he beats you up...

[nullificates]

wow the first thing he has ever done was kick me, i hadn't done a thing!!!!!!

[orphne]

Hmmmmm...

[Can he hear her doubtfulness over text...]

Are you SURE you didn't say anything to set him off?

[nullificates]

absolutely nothing

nothing at all! afterwards, yes, but initially, no!

[orphne]

If you say so! I'll ask him what he was thinking.