After Akechi's behavior in the bar, she doesn't really trust him not to do anything rash like try to steal her Evoker and use it on himself.]
No, I don't think so. [She shrugs.] There's no Dark Hour, after all. [It's not like the Dark Hour is required to use an Evoker -- Chidori's Persona tried to strangle her in broad daylight, after all -- but she doesn't have any proof of that. Akechi doesn't have to know that she hasn't tried to find said proof.]
[He finds that hard to believe. Personas are part of them, after all. Why wouldn't someone try to reach for that power and see if they could summons them.]
No. Our powers only work in metaverse. I can still feel them.
[No, she hasn't tried, because the consequences of trying to summon her Persona and not being able to control it here would be disastrous. People could be killed. And while she's accepted her own death, she isn't so willing to just cast others into that fate to satisfy her curiosity.
More importantly-]
You said them? [Her brows quirk up.] You have more than one, Akechi-san?
[Said ever so casually. He knows that's what sets him apart from the rest of the persona users, what makes him special compared to anyone else. Robin Hood and Loki were both proofs of his power and shortcomings.]
[Said very simply. Even if Akechi hadn't gone through that whole display with Dazai, she's not about to just hand her Evoker over. The risk is too great for something to go wrong. Forcing out a Persona when that's not normally the summoning method for him? Definitely not a smart plan, especially when she's the only one here.
Ha. Having Dazai around would make it less risky, probably, but she's definitely not calling him up here, either.]
[Well, he can't say that he's surprised to hear her answer. He'd told her the same if their roles were reversed. It's risky and potentially fatal if things got out off their hands. But he still needs to ask.]
Not right now, of course. We would have to establish a neutral and controlled space and plan for counter measures in case the worst happens. [He, too, almost suggests they'd call Dazai. His power could come in handy, although he's not sure how it would affect already summoned persona.]
Experimenting with it could help us understand the nature of this world better. I'm not asking for a definite answer right away. Just think on it and we can come back to this later if you feel like it.
[She hums in a decidedly neutral tone, the kind that implies that she's already thought about it, and the answer is still no. Akechi might be a fellow Persona user, but especially in the wake of his scuffle with Dazai, she has no intention of allowing him anywhere near either her Evoker or Shinji's.
...Counting her lucky stars that Akechi doesn't know about Shinji, and she has even less intention of telling him now than she would have before.]
Who are your Personas? [she asks instead in an attempt to change the topic.]
[She admits it easily enough, pillowing her head back comfortably on her arms again now that the topic is something a little less fraught. If he wants her to go first, that's fine! She won't argue.]
But I fused a lot more since then. I don't have Orpheus with me anymore.
[She'll always have a soft spot in her heart for Orpheus, and sometimes she even imagines she hears her voice, but as a physical presence to be summoned? Not right now.]
[The smile that raises to her lips is more reflexive than genuine, a small one that barely touches her eyes.]
Something like that.
[But her brows knit as she looks at him, smile fading into a thoughtful frown.]
You said you had more than one. You don't know?
[Like, Akira had mentioned Igor, so she'd just assumed that if Akechi also had more than one, he'd also been a guest of the Velvet Room. That would only make sense, right?]
[Well, that sentiment does track, doesn't it? So far all of the persona users have gone through their own, very personal hell to awaken the flames of rebellion. He really doesn't expect Kotone to be any different. Although, it is quite interesting to think that out of all possible Personas Orpheus was hers. Ancient hero, defying the death.]
No. I can't say I do. [a thoughtful frown forms to his face. He's never heard of fusing personas together.. How would one even execute such process? Somehow he feels like Akira would know answer to this and it kinda pisses him off.]
I see. [That indeed is like Akira's power, something he had assumed to be unique just to him. Running through the metaverse, collecting wayward personas within his mask. A power, that he could have possessed as well, if things hadn't gone the way they had.
If he and Akira only would have met earlier.. But lingering on such idle, useless dream is no good. That didn't happen and Akechi deprived himself of that power.
Unsurprisingly, he wants to know more about the fusing, the concept alone is intriguing. But he knows she's not likely to answer him if he doesn't give him anything back.]
When I woke to my power I had two Personas manifest. [He looks at the sky painted in warm and brilliant colors, faint pink shading to almost intense orange.] I believe it was meant to match Akira's power. But in the end he was more special than me.
[Now that catches her attention. Akira hadn't mentioned anything like that -- he'd only said Arsene. It reminds her of how Thanatos had ripped himself free of Orpheus to rip the Magician Shadow limb from limb, beating it into little more than an inky pulp.
And the idea of matching Akira's power quirks her eyebrows yet again. Theo had never said anything about there being another guest of the Velvet Room at the same time as her, but there had been his sister, Margaret. Stuff from that realm was hard to remember, a weird kind of space even for Tartarus and the Velvet Room, but... she hums thoughtfully. That's less important, she thinks.]
I didn't think being special was a competition, [she points out simply, tilting her head to gaze at him instead of the sunset.] If you have the potential to awaken a Persona at all, that seems pretty special to me. I don't think anyone is "more special" or "less special" than anyone else. Just different.
[Everything is a competition if you make it! His inferiority complex and depression tells him so.
He stays quiet for a while, neutral expression focusing on the sky rather than her. "Just different", that thought of line is exact opposite to his own. He needs to be special, better than everyone else, to be more worthy, even among within the persona users. Being lumped together with the rest of them is no different than being just one fly among the others.
Akira always stood out from the rest of the group because of his natural talent and power. So he needed too. He wouldn't lose to him.]
[Oh, Akechi. As someone who'd never intended to be special, who hadn't really wanted to be special, she can't quite understand it, either. It's not like she'd asked for a fragment of Death to be lodged into her soul at seven years old. Being special doesn't mean better -- if she'd learned anything from her friends, it's that.]
I had a someone who helped me. [She stretches her legs out again and shifts to sit on her heels instead, holding out her hands overtop with fingers splayed.] Using them like tarot cards, he could change them.
[Sure, Igor was the one in charge of that, but Theo is the one she actually likes.]
[Now that he thinks of Akira did occasionally show up with personas that he hadn't seen him capturing. So he must have been fusing them too when no one was there to see it. His mind goes back to that mysterious girl, Lavenza. She must have something to do with it.]
It seems like there is still a much that I don't know about Personas.
[She makes a face. That's so much work! It sounds like one of Theo's stupid requests.
But hm, alright. Akira said he's the Justice Arcana, hadn't he? Her gaze goes distant as she tries to remember which Personas she'd had of the Justice Arcana. None of them seem quite right, though -- he doesn't strike her as angelic, though she supposes he'd be good at smiting. She brings Melchizedek to the front of her mind as if that might give her a hint.
Hmm... personal Personas usually weren't any that she could fuse for herself, were they?]
That's not fair, [she points out, gaze still a little distant as she focuses.] I can tell you over a hundred things it probably isn't, but that leaves probably a thousand that they could possibly be. My teammates' Personas were mostly Greco-Roman, but mine could be from anywhere. Arsene and Cendrillion are storybook characters, so maybe yours is, too.
[Her eyes narrow a bit.]
If I had to guess... one of them vanquishes evil, and the other one is kind of violent.
[He can't help but chuckle at her as she struggles with the question.]
Evil is rather matter of perspective, don't you agree? What others consider good might be evil to someone else. [After all, he had been the evil one and enemy.]
So, you are already familiar with the gentleman thief and Cinderella. The rest of Phantom Thieves follow the suit. Captain Kidd the Pirate, Carmen the femme fatale, Zorro the outlaw and so on. All of them represent a certain disorder within the society, ready to cause chaos and break the rules. [Yeah, he has no difficulties with name-dropping the rest personas in the group.
Ok, that's enough of the dramatic suspense. He supposes he can go ahead and reveal his.]
[She hums as he breaks it down, suitably impressed. Alright, so that's their theme. Her team hadn't had so coherent of a theme as that; each of their Personas were deeply personal, wrapped in their ideas of who they were as people and what they wanted to accomplish; how they wanted to live. Refusing to go quietly into that good night, etc, etc.
Robin Hood makes sense, she guesses. That's the guy who fought bandits and won archery competitions or something? But her surprise at Loki maybe isn't for the reason he thinks, her eyes widening with recognition as she opens her mouth with a soft, oh!
Then she closes her mouth again. Hmm... he'd just said he was preoccupied with being ~special~ so maybe telling him that she's had Loki as well wouldn't be ideal.]
Yeah, they suit you, [she says instead with a nod, even though she's trying to reconcile the Loki she had within her to Akechi's entire personality. Yeah, no, it makes sense.] The noble outlaw and the chaotic trickster.
[A good call on her part. Although, it could be interesting to see just how their versions of Lokis differ from each other.
Of course, there is also Hereward but Akechi doesn't really feel like going in details with that one.]
I suppose. Some could argue that one suits me better than the other. [He shrugs. That annoying cat-thing had called Robin Hood to be persona to cover his lies, but Akechi didn't see it like that. Robin had it's place and role in his life and heart, showcasing the potential of what could have been.]
It's getting chilly. I think we both should start heading back.
[She makes a face, sticking out her tongue with some disgust.]
"Some" can say anything they want. You're the only one who knows if one suits you better than another, but I don't think it's as easy as that.
[Orpheus had suited her, just as Thanatos had, just as Messiah, Metatron, Odin, and all the rest do. If they're really a part of you, then they're you, at least in part, she's pretty sure. Of course, what that says about her and her ability to swap faces is... well. Something to get into another time, maybe.
But she nods and plants a hand on the ground to push herself up.]
Probably. I'm headed back to the farmhouse to make dinner. You can join us, if you want.
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After Akechi's behavior in the bar, she doesn't really trust him not to do anything rash like try to steal her Evoker and use it on himself.]
No, I don't think so. [She shrugs.] There's no Dark Hour, after all. [It's not like the Dark Hour is required to use an Evoker -- Chidori's Persona tried to strangle her in broad daylight, after all -- but she doesn't have any proof of that. Akechi doesn't have to know that she hasn't tried to find said proof.]
Can you summon yours?
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[He finds that hard to believe. Personas are part of them, after all. Why wouldn't someone try to reach for that power and see if they could summons them.]
No. Our powers only work in metaverse. I can still feel them.
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[No, she hasn't tried, because the consequences of trying to summon her Persona and not being able to control it here would be disastrous. People could be killed. And while she's accepted her own death, she isn't so willing to just cast others into that fate to satisfy her curiosity.
More importantly-]
You said them? [Her brows quirk up.] You have more than one, Akechi-san?
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[Said ever so casually. He knows that's what sets him apart from the rest of the persona users, what makes him special compared to anyone else. Robin Hood and Loki were both proofs of his power and shortcomings.]
Can I try it?
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[Said very simply. Even if Akechi hadn't gone through that whole display with Dazai, she's not about to just hand her Evoker over. The risk is too great for something to go wrong. Forcing out a Persona when that's not normally the summoning method for him? Definitely not a smart plan, especially when she's the only one here.
Ha. Having Dazai around would make it less risky, probably, but she's definitely not calling him up here, either.]
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Not right now, of course. We would have to establish a neutral and controlled space and plan for counter measures in case the worst happens. [He, too, almost suggests they'd call Dazai. His power could come in handy, although he's not sure how it would affect already summoned persona.]
Experimenting with it could help us understand the nature of this world better. I'm not asking for a definite answer right away. Just think on it and we can come back to this later if you feel like it.
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...Counting her lucky stars that Akechi doesn't know about Shinji, and she has even less intention of telling him now than she would have before.]
Who are your Personas? [she asks instead in an attempt to change the topic.]
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Who is yours?
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[She admits it easily enough, pillowing her head back comfortably on her arms again now that the topic is something a little less fraught. If he wants her to go first, that's fine! She won't argue.]
But I fused a lot more since then. I don't have Orpheus with me anymore.
[She'll always have a soft spot in her heart for Orpheus, and sometimes she even imagines she hears her voice, but as a physical presence to be summoned? Not right now.]
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[He laughs a little.] So you traveled through hell and back?
[Because that's how the myth goes, right? Orpheus traveling to underworld to find his dead wife. Very different to Akira's Arséne.]
What do you mean by fusing?
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Something like that.
[But her brows knit as she looks at him, smile fading into a thoughtful frown.]
You said you had more than one. You don't know?
[Like, Akira had mentioned Igor, so she'd just assumed that if Akechi also had more than one, he'd also been a guest of the Velvet Room. That would only make sense, right?]
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No. I can't say I do. [a thoughtful frown forms to his face. He's never heard of fusing personas together.. How would one even execute such process? Somehow he feels like Akira would know answer to this and it kinda pisses him off.]
You wouldn't happen to be a "wildcard"?
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[So Akechi has more than one, but he isn't a wildcard, nor was he a guest of the Velvet Room... interesting.
She stretches out her legs briefly before drawing them back in with a soft hum of interest.]
I had a lot of different Personas over the months we were fighting.
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If he and Akira only would have met earlier.. But lingering on such idle, useless dream is no good. That didn't happen and Akechi deprived himself of that power.
Unsurprisingly, he wants to know more about the fusing, the concept alone is intriguing. But he knows she's not likely to answer him if he doesn't give him anything back.]
When I woke to my power I had two Personas manifest. [He looks at the sky painted in warm and brilliant colors, faint pink shading to almost intense orange.] I believe it was meant to match Akira's power. But in the end he was more special than me.
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[Now that catches her attention. Akira hadn't mentioned anything like that -- he'd only said Arsene. It reminds her of how Thanatos had ripped himself free of Orpheus to rip the Magician Shadow limb from limb, beating it into little more than an inky pulp.
And the idea of matching Akira's power quirks her eyebrows yet again. Theo had never said anything about there being another guest of the Velvet Room at the same time as her, but there had been his sister, Margaret. Stuff from that realm was hard to remember, a weird kind of space even for Tartarus and the Velvet Room, but... she hums thoughtfully. That's less important, she thinks.]
I didn't think being special was a competition, [she points out simply, tilting her head to gaze at him instead of the sunset.] If you have the potential to awaken a Persona at all, that seems pretty special to me. I don't think anyone is "more special" or "less special" than anyone else. Just different.
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He stays quiet for a while, neutral expression focusing on the sky rather than her. "Just different", that thought of line is exact opposite to his own. He needs to be special, better than everyone else, to be more worthy, even among within the persona users. Being lumped together with the rest of them is no different than being just one fly among the others.
Akira always stood out from the rest of the group because of his natural talent and power. So he needed too. He wouldn't lose to him.]
How do you fuse personas?
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I had a someone who helped me. [She stretches her legs out again and shifts to sit on her heels instead, holding out her hands overtop with fingers splayed.] Using them like tarot cards, he could change them.
[Sure, Igor was the one in charge of that, but Theo is the one she actually likes.]
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It seems like there is still a much that I don't know about Personas.
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[Not an insult, just stating a fact. She shrugs.]
I still don't understand everything about it myself. But you still didn't tell me who your Personas were.
[Not a request, just pointing out that she'd noticed. If he doesn't want to tell her, he doesn't have to! But she's curious.]
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Drawing his legs up against his chest, Akechi leans forward and looks at her with a playful smile.]
I'll let you guess. [is it unfair game? Definitely, but let's see how well she thinks she knows him.]
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But hm, alright. Akira said he's the Justice Arcana, hadn't he? Her gaze goes distant as she tries to remember which Personas she'd had of the Justice Arcana. None of them seem quite right, though -- he doesn't strike her as angelic, though she supposes he'd be good at smiting. She brings Melchizedek to the front of her mind as if that might give her a hint.
Hmm... personal Personas usually weren't any that she could fuse for herself, were they?]
That's not fair, [she points out, gaze still a little distant as she focuses.] I can tell you over a hundred things it probably isn't, but that leaves probably a thousand that they could possibly be. My teammates' Personas were mostly Greco-Roman, but mine could be from anywhere. Arsene and Cendrillion are storybook characters, so maybe yours is, too.
[Her eyes narrow a bit.]
If I had to guess... one of them vanquishes evil, and the other one is kind of violent.
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Evil is rather matter of perspective, don't you agree? What others consider good might be evil to someone else. [After all, he had been the evil one and enemy.]
So, you are already familiar with the gentleman thief and Cinderella. The rest of Phantom Thieves follow the suit. Captain Kidd the Pirate, Carmen the femme fatale, Zorro the outlaw and so on. All of them represent a certain disorder within the society, ready to cause chaos and break the rules. [Yeah, he has no difficulties with name-dropping the rest personas in the group.
Ok, that's enough of the dramatic suspense. He supposes he can go ahead and reveal his.]
Mine are Robin Hood and Loki.
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Robin Hood makes sense, she guesses. That's the guy who fought bandits and won archery competitions or something? But her surprise at Loki maybe isn't for the reason he thinks, her eyes widening with recognition as she opens her mouth with a soft, oh!
Then she closes her mouth again. Hmm... he'd just said he was preoccupied with being ~special~ so maybe telling him that she's had Loki as well wouldn't be ideal.]
Yeah, they suit you, [she says instead with a nod, even though she's trying to reconcile the Loki she had within her to Akechi's entire personality. Yeah, no, it makes sense.] The noble outlaw and the chaotic trickster.
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Of course, there is also Hereward but Akechi doesn't really feel like going in details with that one.]
I suppose. Some could argue that one suits me better than the other. [He shrugs. That annoying cat-thing had called Robin Hood to be persona to cover his lies, but Akechi didn't see it like that. Robin had it's place and role in his life and heart, showcasing the potential of what could have been.]
It's getting chilly. I think we both should start heading back.
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"Some" can say anything they want. You're the only one who knows if one suits you better than another, but I don't think it's as easy as that.
[Orpheus had suited her, just as Thanatos had, just as Messiah, Metatron, Odin, and all the rest do. If they're really a part of you, then they're you, at least in part, she's pretty sure. Of course, what that says about her and her ability to swap faces is... well. Something to get into another time, maybe.
But she nods and plants a hand on the ground to push herself up.]
Probably. I'm headed back to the farmhouse to make dinner. You can join us, if you want.
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